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Waco Tribune-Herald (TX) - Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Author: MICHAEL ATTAS Guest columnist
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electrons that began their cosmic journey at the dawn of time with the Big Bang
billions of years ago screamed through the catheter into her heart to make it
stop. Quite literally, we were trying to “kill her” in order to test the plan
of action to place a defibrillator in her heart. In order to save her — to make
her live — she had to die first.
The defibrillator charged in a few seconds, stored the energy in a capacitor,
then delivered a small shock to her heart.
It worked. It was a small daily miracle of modern technology that never fails
to make my breath pause, my heart race and my spirit give thanks. From death,
life emerged stronger than ever.
She was a wonderful college senior who fainted in the shower one day shortly
before graduation. By all outward appearances, it was a simple faint like
thousands and thousands of people do daily when stressed.
Yet when she wore a portable monitor, we found unexpected life-threatening
rhythm problems.
Like the two young athletes who recently died during competition, she was at
risk for SCD — sudden cardiac death syndrome. In the past, this was a death
sentence. The drugs do not work and there has been no way to project who is at
risk to actually die and who may simply faint, then come back to consciousness.
With the marvel of engineering and research, a whole new field of devices has
emerged that literally save lives and allow young and old alike to live far
beyond what we had dreamed.
As I have reflected upon that day almost a decade ago, there are two thoughts
that bear comment. The first realization is that in a very literal way, we all
consist of “recycled matter” of the universe. All molecules, from electrons to
atoms to carbon to every known particle, began their birth at the instant of
the Big Bang.
All of our bodies have, in a strange sort of way, emerged from this primordial
chaos to generate the wonder of the human condition.
People of faith acknowledge that we are imprinted with “Imageo Dei,” the image
of God, and we call this our soul. We are matter that is recycled and
rearranged and then transformed by something very spiritual and very profound
into this miracle of humanity.
Technology, like the one that saved this young woman’s life, simply takes
advantage of predictable properties of physics and biology to help us help
ourselves.
So much of our biomedical research is simply using the properties of the universe
which was “wonderfully and fearfully made” to harness energy on behalf of
humans. The best research always draws upon deep insights into the human
condition and follows that to a journey to healing where technology is used
wisely and compassionately.
The second image that came of that experience is that in a very real way, much
of medicine is about dying and resurrection. It is about being “born again.” It
is about life emerging from the darkness of a tomb.
It is about, as the Deuteronomic writer tells us, choosing life over death.
Many of our technologies and pharmacology draw upon this reality.
We take a scalpel to cut away good tissue before we remove the cancer. We give
chemotherapy to kill the bone marrow, hoping that when it gives birth again it
does so to healthy cells instead of cancer cells. We use the power of
electricity to make a heart stop, then the same power to make it beat again.
Over and over again, we are called to die in the world of medicine, only to be
reborn again.
Many spiritual traditions call for dying to oneself in order to experience life
again — an appropriate image in this time of Lent. I had always viewed medicine
as a place where one’s theology meets the road.
After this case, I knew it to be true. It always may not end in heroics or
survival as we tend to define it, but it does always open the door to a rebirth
of our lives in some capacity that outlives our biological existence.
Dr. Michael Attas is a local physician, a medical humanities professor and an
Episcopal priest. Send e-mail to Michael_Attas@baylor.edu.
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